Tuesday, May 12, 2009

"Without your love I'd be nowhere at all..."


Loon: A Marine Story was created over the past seven years. 

Success has a thousand fathers. The seeds for this story, however, were planted by my mother.

Here is the acknowledgment page as it will appear one short week from today. 

This book emerged from more than one hundred letters home that I wrote during my two years in the United States Marine Corps from 1966 to 1968. My mother saved the letters and often encouraged me to "do something with them". Thirty-five years later, my second wife, Karen, discovered the letters, as deeply buried among my possessions as my Vietnam War experience was buried inside of me. Karen echoed my mother's earlier encouragement.

I began writing.

Thank you, Karen, from all of us.

Through fellow author, marine, and Vietnam Veteran Bob Timberg, I met my agent, Flip Brophy of Sterling Lord Literistic. Flip introduced me to my editor, Katie Hall. Katie's remarkable talent washes unseen over every word on every page. Flip also encouraged Ryan Doherty of Random house to bring the work to life. There would be no Loon without each of them. Thank you.

While writing, I received encouragement from family, friends, professional colleagues, and fellow Charlie Company survivors in an abundance that I continue to regard with awe. Terry and Nancy Tillery kept me focused by providing food, love, and unlimited access to their beach house in Kill Devil Hills, North Carolina. In Georgetown, Vera and Dandy Dickie were my daily visitors, keeping me sane with an encouraging word and a welcoming wag. Thank you.

Former Charlie Company Commander Bill Negron was a font of information. Many technical details are from his memory, and several of the better stories were borrowed with his blessing from his own writings. Bill, a uniquely American character, was a remarkable marine, and a dear friend to us all. Thanks, Skipper.

Among Charlie Company veterans, I thank Dan Burton, Mac Mecham, Jack McQuade, Robert Rodriguez, Benny Lerma, Buck Willingham, Doug McPhail, Clabie Edmonds, Neil Downey, Wayne Wood, and Gaylord Flippen. Semper Fi, brothers.

For support in Washington, I thank former marines Peter McCathy and John Miller, as well as John Shlaes, Tad Howard, Tom Coleman, Peter Van Allen, David Mitchell, and author David Maraniss. Andover classmate Ray Healey was a steady cheerleader. Ray never served in the military, but has dedicated is life to veteran advocacy. Thanks from all of us, Ray.

My three daughters and three siblings were unconditionally supportive rocks throughout the entire process. Thank you Sarah, Martha, Sylvia, Don, Ruth, and Barbara.

Present in spirit and never to be forgotten are the forty-three grand young sons of Charlie and Delta companies, 1st Battalion, 4th Marines, 3rd Marine Division who breathed their last on LZ Loon during those three horrific days in June 1968.

Rest in peace, brothers.
















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If Not For You - Bob Dylan

Friday, April 17, 2009

"You never need to doubt it, I'll make you so sure about it..."


Loon: A Marine Story will be published May 19

Following are excerpts from the Random House Press kit.

A perceptive memoir of the Vietnam war that is unique for the author’s background: McLean joined the Marine Corps after graduating from Phillips Academy, where George W. Bush was a schoolmate. Making excellent use of more than a hundred letters he wrote home from the war zone from November 1967 to July 1968, McLean reconstructs his time in the Marines with a sharp eye for detail and a very readable—at times almost poetic—prose. 

—Publishers Weekly
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Dear Editor/Producer:

In the opening chapters of his compulsively readable coming-of age memoir LOON (Presidio Press Hardcover; May 19, 2009), Jack McLean writes, “In the early spring of 1966, Vietnam was still a country and not yet a war.  I was eighteen and without a plan.  But now I had an option.”  Today, we’re all so media-saturated and internet savvy that it’s difficult to imagine stumbling into a war almost by accident, with little idea of the political and moral dilemmas involved.  Yet that’s exactly what happened to Jack.

Kids like Jack didn’t go into the military.  The unprecedented wealth and privilege experienced by the baby boomer generation had already started to alienate them from the idea of service that their parents had subscribed to, even before the horrors of the Vietnam War became fully known.  A school mate of George W. Bush at the prestigious Phillips Academy, Jack grew up in an upper middle class New Jersey suburb.  But when he failed to gain acceptance to college, he made a decision that shocked his family.  Jack’s subsequent experiences at Parris Island, in Vietnam, and particularly at the battle of Landing Zone Loon changed the shape of his life in ways he never could have foreseen. 

 In an interview, Jack can discuss:
  • Why the battle at Landing Zone Loon—which took place on June 6, 1968—has been in the news recently, and why it has made such a lasting impression
  • What recruit training at Parris Island is like—and how it transformed him into a Marine
  • What he knew about Vietnam before he entered the military—and what he found when he got there
  • His experiences as the first Vietnam veteran to attend Harvard
  • His advice for young people considering a career in the miltary today, with the prospect of serving in Iraq and/or Afghanistan. 
Compelling, intensely personal and beautifully written, LOON offers a Marine story of courage and sacrifice as well as a unique window into a pivotal moment in American culture.  Let’s talk soon about Jack McLean and LOON.
Sincerely
Publicity Contact: Lisa Barnes


“The battle at Loon erupts suddenly and sucks you in.  Like Jack McLean, you ask: what am I doing here?  The answer is: you joined the Marines and now it’s time to fight for your life.  A gripping story of violence and dedication to survival.”
—Bing West, author of The Strongest Tribe
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LOON: A Marine Story (A Presidio Press Hardcover; May 19, 2009) is a lyrical memoir of a prep school boy who creates his own path to higher learning: enlisting in the U.S. Marine Corps, fighting in Vietnam, and then studying at Harvard.
Raised in suburban New Jersey, Mack McLean attended the prestigious Phillips Academy in Andover, Massachusetts, with George W. Bush.  After graduation, eager for change, he enlisted in the United States Marine Corps.  At the time, Vietnam was a country and not a war.
In LOON, McLean takes readers from Andover’s privileged campus, to the infamous Marine Corps boot camp at Parris Island, to the battle at Landing Zone Loon in the rugged hills along Vietnam’s Laotian border.  During that period, Jack transformed from a sheltered boy into a Marine, and ultimately into one of a handful of survivors of a horrific three-day assault during some of the heaviest fighting in the Vietnam War.
Richly textured and full of action-packed battle scenes, LOON is a piercingly honest and beautifully written story of an infantry Marine and his comrades as they face the challenges of boot camp, stateside service and, ultimately, war.  It neither glorifies nor mystifies.  It simply tells a compelling story about courage, honor, sacrifice—one that will resonate not only with those who have military experience, but also with anyone intrigued by this pivotal moment in American history.


About the Author
JACK MCLEAN was raised in Summit, New Jersey, where he lived until admittance to Phillips Academy.  Upon graduation, McLean enlisted in the Marine Corps.  In the fall of 1968, McLean returned to Massachusetts to enter Harvard University.  He has had a thirty-five-year career as a marketing executive in New York, Boston, and Washington, D.C.  The father of three grown daughters, McLean currently lives in Fort Lee, New Jersey.


A Talk With Jack McLean
Author of Loon
Your memoir takes its title from the battle at Landing Zone Loon, which took place on June 6, 1968.  That battle has been in the news recently.  Why?

During the battle, a helicopter crashed while evacuating part of our battalion.  Several on board survived, but most were killed in the ensuing fireball.  Last year, due in part to recent breakthroughs in technology and DNA identification techniques, the remains of the final four missing victims were recovered from the crash site.  One was buried in Los Angeles last fall.  The remains of the other three will be buried together at Arlington National Cemetery this May.

It has been many years since that day.  What made you decide to tell your story now? 

The decision evolved over several years.  I began by transcribing my letters home and filling in some blanks as a legacy for my three daughters.  Over time, as I began to reunite with my Vietnam brothers, their interest and encouragement led me to create a piece that would honor the lives of those who served.

You graduated from Phillips Academy in Andover, MA.  Most of your school mates, including George W. Bush, avoided military service that could result in their going to Vietnam.  What made you decide to join the Marines?  How did your family and teachers react?

I decided to enlist in the spring term of my senior year.  It was 1966.  There was a mandatory draft.  I was not immediately interested in attending college; and the Marine Corps, unlike the other services, had a two-year program.  Absent other plans, it seemed like an obvious choice.  I felt that I would simply get the obligation out of the way and continue with my life.
My parents were stunned.  All but two or three very supportive teachers (all veterans) were stupefied.

For those of us who haven’t (and probably never will) experience recruit training at Parris Island, tell us what you encountered there.  How were you transformed from a high school kid into a Marine?  What does it take to survive, and to succeed? 

The Marine Corps is very efficient at training recruits at Parris Island.  They’ve been doing it successfully, with few modifications, for a long time.  They focus exclusively on group discipline, Marine Corps education, marksmanship, and physical training.  There is no margin for error in any of these disciplines.
Even though I knew what to expect, and in particular that there was a focused purpose to the harassment, I found it rigorous beyond all imagination.  That being said, graduation was the proudest moment of my life.  The meticulousness of the training contributed immeasurably to our unit’s effectiveness in Vietnam and certainly saved my life time and time again.

How much did you know about Vietnam before you joined the Marines?  When you finally got there, was it what you had anticipated?

I knew that Vietnam was just beginning to escalate when I enlisted, but felt that my chances of going would be slim.  Were I to go, I naively thought that it would be in supply or some rear support capacity.
By the time I arrived a year later (after a year in supply), it was as a grunt in an infantry company at the very peak of the conflict.  Although it was what I was trained for, the experience proved to be well beyond any expectation I had formed ahead of time.

Did you expect to get into Harvard after you left for Vietnam?  What were you doing when you found out? 

I had always planned to attend college after the Marines.  Before I left for Vietnam, I had several interviews and decided to apply to Boston University.  In response to the urging of several Andover teachers, I applied to Harvard as well.  I had no expectation of being accepted.
The acceptance letter arrived one morning in April 1968.  I was in my fighting hole at Con Thien cleaning my weapon, having just returned from an all day patrol in the jungle.

What happened at the battle of Landing Zone Loon, and how did your commander, Captain Bill Negron, prove instrumental to your survival?

Captain Bill Negron was a seasoned Marine veteran who had come up through the enlisted ranks. He took over our slack company three weeks before Loon and supported us well with training, equipment, and an incalculable moral boost.  Loon was a mistake.  We were sent into an area on which there was poor intelligence.  We were isolated and overwhelmed by a vastly superior force.  Bill Negron got many of us out alive.

What was your homecoming like?  Did you adjust well to Harvard life after your hiatus?

Homecoming was surreal.  A matter of weeks separated my return from Vietnam and freshman registration in the tempestuous fall of 1968.  I switched my entire focus to academics and pushed all that was Vietnam as far as I could from my mind.

What advice would you give to high school graduates who may be considering military service today? 

Freedom is a choice that doesn’t come without strings attached.  My brother Don served in the Peace Corps after college.  My cousin Mike was a freedom rider in Mississippi.  It is important that we all serve in some capacity during our lifetimes.  The military is but one of them.

 Thank you for visiting.

 God Only Knows - The Beach Boys





Thursday, April 2, 2009

"Everybody's a dreamer, everybody's a star..."

Top Shop, the white-hot, infinitely-hip British retailer opened their first US store in Manhattan's Soho district this morning.

Since Martha has been part of the team from the start, I stopped by to see what all the buzz was about.  Wow!



There were dozens of private security guards (complete with little Secret Service ear pieces), NY Police on horseback, cheerful employees handing out free coffee/donuts/water, pissed-off cabbies caught in the crush, and barricades.  

The crowd was mostly female, orderly, and filled with anticipation.


Easily, even with my bias, one of the most incredible sights that I have ever seen in New York.

Recession??!!

Martha later texted that she was sorry to miss me. 

I told her it would have been easier to see the Queen!

...which, of course, she is!

Thank you for visiting.

Celluloid Heros by the Kinks

Saturday, March 28, 2009

"I've got to get back to that sugar shack, whoa baby..."


It's early spring in Vermont.

Horses are in search of a green pasture sprout.

Oxen are taking an early peak from the barn.

The Red Sox are heading north.


And from every hollow and hill throughout the state there are plumes of steam evaporating above the treetops.

It's sugaring-off season.


The taps in the sugar maple trees bring a steady drip of fresh sap into the covered tin buckets.


The buckets are gathered and dumped into the vat

While workers feed the fire...all day and well into the night if the sap is running.

Oh, and lest I forget, mud season.

Thank you for visiting.

Sugar Shack by Jimmy Gilmer and the Fireballs 

Friday, March 20, 2009

"Satisfy my Soul..."

I am a regular listener of podcasts.  Like this picture of Knotts Island, they satisfy my soul.

For the uninitiated, podcasts can be downloaded from iTunes and synced to your iPod/Phone.  All of mine are free. I listen to them at my desk while writing, on my daily walks across the George Washington Bridge, and on long car trips.  Podcasts provide me with a delicious mix of news, opinion, ideas, and entertainment.

Following are highlights from my playlist.  Although I regularly listen to them all, I've put an asterisk next to my favorites: 
  • Apple Quick Tips (video)
  • Best of YouTube (video)
  • Bill Moyers Journal*
  • Front Page (a daily update of the NYT front page)*
  • Grammar Girl's Quick and Dirty Tips*
  • Money Girl's Quick and Dirty Tips
  • The Moth Podcast (true stories told live without notes)*
  • New Yorker: Comment
  • 7AM News Summary (NPR)*
  • Fresh Air (NPR)*
  • Planet Money (NPR)*
  • Pop Culture (NPR)
  • Simon Says (NPR)
  • Story of the Day (NPR)
  • The Nutrition Diva's Quick and Dirty Tips
  • On the Media (WNYC)*
  • Onion News Network (video)
  • The Onion Radio News*
  • Only in New York (NYT)
  • Suze Orman & Oprah Financial Podcast
  • Pen on Fire (writers)
  • The Best of Our Knowledge (PRI Wisconsin Public Radio)*
  • Real Time With Bill Maher*
  • Studio 360 with Kurt Anderson (WNYC)
  • Stuff you Missed in History Class*
  • This American Life (Chicago Public Radio)*
  • This Week in Tech (Leo Laporte & the TWITers)
  • Times Talks (NYT)
  • Radio Lab (WNYC)
  • 60 Minutes
  • 60 Second Earth (Scientific American)*
Enjoy!

Thank you for visiting.

Satisfy My Soul by Bob Marley & the Whalers

Wednesday, March 18, 2009

"Sowing the seeds of Love..."

Random House recently asked that I write an exclusive piece for Amazon.com that would expand on some element of Loon: A Marine Story.

I decided to use the initial correspondence between Bill Negron and me from 1993. These letters were the original beginning of the book, but were left on the cutting-room floor.

Bill is shown in this photo with Dan Burton and me at our first meeting in the fall of 2000. The Amazon piece follows:

"The seeds for Loon: A Marine Story were planted in 1993.  I was working in Washington, DC.  Bill Negron, our company commander in Charlie Company, 1st Battalion, 4th Marines, 3rd Division, was teaching English as a Second Language to Vietnamese children in Scottsdale, Arizona.


I’d had no contact with my marine buddies since I departed Vietnam in July 1968. I had been a corporal serving out the final weeks of my enlistment. Negron had been a captain beginning his second tour in Vietnam.

Over time, I was able to locate him and write the following letter:

Dear Skipper, 

There must be little in you that could recall me after twenty-five years back in the world, but your memory rekindles in me often in a most positive way.

I was visiting the Vietnam Veterans Memorial last night saying yet another fond good evening to our many friends. It’s been twenty-five years since those awful three days that we spent in June 1968 on LZ Loon. The Wall has a lot of black marble dedicated to the memory of our company mates.

I have lost touch with everyone that was with us.  I pushed the experience out of me for many years. Time has smoothed out the rough edges, however, and I am increasingly interested in trying to figure out what in the world was going on over there and how others of us have reacted over time.

What happened with you? Perhaps you were awarded a Navy Cross or a Silver Star. I can think of no one, Skipper, who upheld higher standards of character under fire than you did.  You were an exceptional leader and I owe you my life for getting us off that hill.

Bill’s reply arrived several weeks later.

Dear Jack,

There is still a part of my memory left that recalls you, not many of my troopers left Vietnam to go to Harvard.  I haven’t heard from more than two or three guys who survived “Loon”.

I’ve only been to the wall once; it was one of those snowy cold winter days that shuts DC down. My tears froze on my face.  Yes, Charlie Company is well represented in black marble.  It is up to us, the living to keep their memory alive. We must remember them as they were, laughing, talking, having a beer.

I returned to Vietnam in 1973, my third tour.  I guess I got pretty burnt out and became a real problem for my family and the Cops.  I did manage to eventually retire in 1981 as a Lieutenant Colonel.  My first wife divorced me because she thought I was a little “fucked up”, she was probably right.

P.S.  I was nominated for a Navy Cross, but it was downgraded to a Silver Star.  I’m very proud of my Silver Star.

Several days later, I was surprised to receive the following letter from Bill’s wife Myrna:

Dear Jack,

The letter you wrote my husband, Bill Negron, brought him to tears.  He believes very strongly that his kids from Vietnam may be suffering.  He feels responsible for every man that served with him that didn’t make it home.
Seeking Bill out was important to him.  He is proud of you, and I think that’s important for you to know.  I wish he could hear from other men that were with him.

I never fully understood the meaning of closure or PTSD until I met Bill and other Vets from Vietnam.  If you know of any other men that served with you, I’m sure Bill would like to know they made it home.

Bill Negron is probably the toughest, kindest, gentlest man on earth. This is the man I married and the man you fought next to in Vietnam.  He is a proud American, and very proud of you too.

From that moment, Bill Negron and I began to track down the lost boys of Charlie Company one by one. 

Tens years later, I was driven to write our story. It has been at once the most glorious and humbling experience of my life."

Thank you for visiting.

Author's note: Many readers have expressed interest in the, occasionally oblique, song references that I use for my titles. Heretofore I will endeavor, at the conclusion of each blog, to identify same for those few who may miss the link.

Sowing the Seeds of Love by Tears for Fears